Devil's Life in Singapore

1311

2011-11-12T09:02:00.000-08:00

現在時馬來西亞時間凌晨11月13日凌晨12點，六年前的今天對我來說就是一個平常不過的日子，也許有點悲傷，畢竟六年前這個時期的我正是受到諸多打擊的時候...

直到五年前年前我遇上了一個女孩，這個女孩點綴了我之後的生命，她在我的生命力填上了一個重要的元素，那就是色彩。遇見了她讓我從此有了一個值得去付出的對象，至少我知道我們的思念，情感都是互相給予彼此的。就這樣這個日子對我來說漸漸有了意義，直到四年前，三年前，兩年前，一年前...

很多人對愛情有觀點有著不同的看法，有的覺得愛取決於肉體上的互動，有些人卻認為愛情靈魂的溝通。我沒有純潔到殲滅所以婚前性行為的男女，也不會邪惡到去推倒有機可乘的女生，雖然說我不介意（喂）。但是對我而言，愛情要嘛就轟轟烈烈的愛一場，要嘛就長相廝守然後白頭到老，這樣對我來說至少付出得有點意義。

我想說的是我遇上的這個女孩，給了我想要的，雖然我們并沒有到白頭到老的地步，但是我會儘量去做到，五年的日子里說長不長說短不短，我很謝謝她對我的不離不棄。

現在回想起來，我曾經多少次面對人生的崩潰點，每一次除了家人貌似都有她的存在，打從我第一次被人拒絕開始，她就出現在我身邊給了我希望。我剛進學院一個人孤單寂寞的時候，她不離不棄的陪著我，我剛去internship沒有朋友的時候，她不離不棄的陪著我，我情緒不穩定跟全世界人鬧翻的時候她還是不離不棄的陪著我，就連我出社會工作了整個很孤單，她依然不離不棄的陪著我。

以前就長聽人說，社會是很現實的，當時我還半信半疑的補上客套的幾句“嗯咯”來敷衍了事，現在我雙手雙腳舉起來贊同！出來社會工作后，說好的一起租房子呢？說好的一起回家呢？說好的有空常聯絡呢？嗯，真的問了當事人答案也是那個“不好意思最近比較忙”。呃，我只能說這句話真是好用，下次有機會也換我對你們說說，看看你們什麽感覺？如果說晚上出來吃個晚餐會妨礙甚至對你們完美的人生計劃造成破壞的話，那我只能向你們道個歉，順便承認我的眼睛有問題嗯。這個時候老天對我還算不錯，有一個人就是願意，對我不離不棄的關懷，不管她在哪裡，不管她那裡是什麽時候，不管我們的時間空間距離相差多遠，她還是可以和我聯絡嗯。所以我說，原來社會的現實就是在這裡，一個人最多只能顧及到跟自己有血緣關係的那一塊，妻子，家人，最遠的貌似是親戚，剩下的，呃，不好意思我很忙。

嗯其實寫這篇我是帶有一點憤怒的，但是爲了這個重要的人我覺得還是不繼續把我的情感發洩再這篇文章里。我的重點是我很想說，我們很多時候都會想起要感謝人，比如說你得獎的時候，與其你虛情假意謝謝你的老闆和合作夥伴，勾心鬥角的感謝那些害你看你不起的人，倒不如感謝那些不放棄你的人。

今天是她的生日，我沒辦法幫她慶祝，但是我會等她回來的時候再補償，這一片文章獻給那位對我不離不棄的人兼我最愛的伴侶，吳俐穎。祝你生日快樂。

3.30的豬肉米粉

2011-08-14T02:27:00.000-07:00

我有好久好久沒正式的吃豬肉米粉了，打包的不算，所謂的正式指的是吃到我想要的感覺嗯。而這感覺就是辣椒... 由於打包的時候正常來說各大食物攤位給的都是一小包的辣椒，但是對於我這種對這家店的辣椒情有獨鍾的顧客來說一包往往是不夠的，再來一包呢？通常大家都覺得可以接受的範圍，要是我說還不夠呢?這時相信老闆還是很難為情的。所以每次打包回來的豬肉米粉我都會小小的失望，畢竟辣椒是有限的。

某一天的凌晨3點30分姐姐的男友提議要去吃豬肉米粉，我顯得很驚訝，畢竟古來著名的豬肉米粉只有一家，就是我從小到大只有那間我才吃的米粉湯（在這說明我在外面不吃米粉湯的==）雖然說很早開，但是也應該67點的時候，而不是凌晨很多夜貓子剛剛High完後的這種時間。

結果到了目的地后那裡果然已經在營業中，白色的燈光下顯示出的是和我以前早上去光顧的時候不一樣的情景。這裡也會有龍蛇混雜的時候，也就是這個時間點。我可以看到各路黑幫老大或是剛喝完酒跳完舞的夜貓子們在一邊吃著食物一邊大聲嚷嚷的情景。讓我仿佛身陷“古惑仔”的拍攝場景版。這些人隨時都有可能會因為一句話或是一個聲音而打起來。

但是我比較在意的都不是這些，我在意的是我很久很久沒有在當場吃我很喜歡的豬肉米粉了，尤其還是辣椒可以免費任拿而不用擔心大家會尷尬的情況。老闆把米粉端來後馬上就要求拿一盆辣椒來，這次終於可以大塊朵頤一番了哈哈。一吃之後，果然還是當場吃的感覺最好，好久沒有拿辣椒拿的這麼過癮了哈哈。

吃完回家的時候還不忘在遠處拍照留念，希望我以後會有機會繼續吃現場哈哈哈

結束：開始

2011-05-11T18:20:00.000-07:00

如果說畢業就是失業的話，那麼現在的我應該在失業階段吧。但是我還蠻享受的，畢竟好一段日子沒有好好休息無所事事了。

這篇日記是當時因為要做功課的時候開的，還記得那個時候老師的要求只是希望大家開一個部落格。然後在上面發表文章，基於WEB2.0的構思，就是網絡使用者不知能夠閱讀網絡內容，甚至還可以與網絡互動，WEB2.0的“寫”就是一個很好的互動方式。

當時的我沒有想得太多，只是覺得反正弄一個部落格很簡單，就隨隨便便的設計了這樣的一個部落格，想不到寫一寫竟然也有兩年了。當時的我有兩個部落格，一篇是要寫來交功課的，就是這個。另外一個就像當日記一樣寫。後來經過很多事情后。慢慢的，兩個部落格的性質不同了。現在一篇是寫給人看的，一篇是寫給自己看的哈哈。

我曾想過把這篇部落格刪掉，因為我已經不在INTI了，所以這個部落格的目的原本是寫INTI生活的好像也變得失去了它的意義。到後來想想還是把它留下了，題目改改，繼續寫著我不想讓人家知道的感觸，也是不錯的。

大學生涯改變了我很多，雖然說個性還是一樣愛面子自尊心強，但是至少我學到了很多待人處事的道理，也讓我認識了很多不同身世不同背景的朋友。從人小志氣大的jeanson到人大肚量小的橘子汁都算是我的朋友，只是說等級上的差異罷了。大學生活讓我從朋友真的是朋友的概念慢慢轉變成朋友也有表面上的。以前我第一眼看了就不順眼的人我就完全不會去理而且還會去討厭，慢慢變成了就算討厭我表面上還是會笑的概念，很多我以前覺得做作不必要的事情，由於得面對現實生活所以有時候不得不擠出一些笑容來面對人。只是生存的基本法則，也是我終於妥協的事情之一。雖然如此，但是個性本來就火爆的我還是很容易就跟人家翻臉。只要我覺得自己沒有錯，我就不會去認錯嗯，這是我到現在為止還沒有改變的性格。

至於其他方面，我覺得我還是一樣沒有變化吧，通常人家的畢業都是在難忘的畢業旅行之類度過的，而我缺只是平平淡淡的回家度過哈哈。畢業時還跟人家鬧翻==真的是壞到極點的畢業吧。但是我還是得謝謝我的朋友們在這些年來的照顧，只要我當你們是朋友你們永遠還是我的朋友的嗯。

最後，後會有期啦我的大學朋友。然後在向我家鄉的朋友們說聲halo。我最近很得空啊，隨時都可以約我XD

新年新年~~~

2011-02-05T09:36:00.000-08:00

哇哈哈，很久很久更新一次~~~

话说我internship终于完了诶，其实到最后还有点舍不得，因为我渐渐习惯了那里的生活，而且也认识了很多朋友，有了很多回忆~嗯，这会是我不错的经验哈哈。

今年过年蛮短的，虽然还是放一个星期的假期，但是初一却是在星期四，所以真正在过年当然就少了很多天...由于家庭问题让我一直很不想呆在家，在加上朋友愿意载我，所以就在年初三也就是星期六就回到学校了~

今年最意外的事情就是我没去拜年但是人家还是记得要给我红包^^总感觉人家心里有想到我感觉就是不错哈哈。明年我一定会去他家好好给他拜个年的嗯。

我等着初九会去拜天公咯~希望会有好事降临~~~

祝福

2010-11-26T05:57:00.000-08:00

今天看到我朋友的一篇文章叫回忆童年，看完之后整个感触很深，从前的我们，现在的我们...虽然样貌上知识上思想上都改变了很多，唯一不变的是我们那深厚的友谊。

我们从一本马来文作文书开始，至今那本书我已经弄丢，好在的是我们的友谊还在，总觉得我们两个人的兴趣都会不谋而合，但是却又各自带有不同的风格。从数码暴龙，口袋怪兽，游戏王，火影忍者，足球，电脑，还有很多很多很多都是我们兴趣，但是各自却带着不同的风格在前进着，佐助和我爱罗，切尔西和利物浦，甚至是hardwere跟security...虽然说现在的我对政治还没抱有太大的兴趣，但是还是蛮支持朋友的看法。

时间一点一点的过去，从两个小孩变成两个青年，大家遇过不少挫折，庆幸的是我们都挺身而出陪伴彼此度过低潮期和高峰期。

现在的我们在不同的地方努力着，身为朋友的我祝福这位挚友考试顺利，希望我们那对决的热情永远不灭XD。真的很想来个红蓝大战或是佐助对我爱罗之类的东西，来让我们痛快的发泄我的情绪。当然处了他，还有他们两个，希望大家加油，我们年底见！！！

信任与正义？

2010-10-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

今天我的朋友被诬赖性骚扰，而且诬赖他的人还是一个男生==我会说“被诬赖”显然是站在他这里。

跟他聊天的同时，突然脑海里出现很多很多画面...我突然有很多的疑问。没有错，如果朋友被陷害我们一定要站在朋友那里，这个我可以理解。所以我现在也能了解为什么新加坡总统会帮那可恶的家伙，但是重点是真正的对错又是怎样？是支持者多的人就赢？还是说真理永远存在，对的人会有好报，错的人会有报应？我的生活经验告诉我前者的发生几率几乎百分之百！

人类是群居的动物，所以如果·群体·大力量当然大起来，有人说相信法律，法律一定会给予公平的制裁，但事实真的是这样吗？如果是的话为什么自古以来就有人冤死？马来西亚的法律当然不能相信，但是外国的法律就一定公平吗？我只觉得法律是是一个拿来比试口才的的规则书罢了。谁能告诉我，是口才好的律师打官司会赢，还是无辜的穷老百姓会得到最后正义？在马来西亚这个国家就能看到很不错的答案！

言归正传，当我觉得我相信我这位朋友的时候，我是凭我的直觉觉得他不会这么做，当然正常的情况下他也不会去性骚扰男生。但是那是正常的情况下，但是万一不是正常的情况下怎么办？会不会是他梦游？会不会是他睡觉时的动作残生的误会？这就很难说。

其实我脑海中最大的画面还是九把刀的小说《异梦》，当金田一怎么都不愿意相信赤川是杀人鬼的时候，当赤川感觉到“梦见”的杀人犯越来越像自己的时候，那种时刻的那种感觉，我能想出的形容词只有无奈。当一个人必须去相信和接受一个自己无法相信和接受的现实的时候，那种痛苦应该会比死亡来得凄凉。

我希望那个人是要找麻烦的，我也希望我对朋友的信任存在着正义，虽然说帮理不帮亲这句话我从来就觉得是废物，虽然说正义和亲情我会选择后者。毕竟我的血有温度，毕竟我是人类...

overclocking

2010-10-15T11:30:00.000-07:00

自从换了新的零件后，一直为我的RAM不能完全发挥效能而烦恼，所以在召集很多资料后就索性自己尝试去设置及解放我的RAM的全部效能。

开了电脑进了bios,一开始就尝试把RAM的频率从1333调到1600, 结果进入windows时蓝屏==之后就照着网上所给的指示吧RAM的电压换成1.65v，这个个时候就可以正常的进入电脑了，开心的我马上去开windows的测试评分，结果ram还是一样5.9==但是我发现我的processor的分数有所提高==

奇怪的我就开CPUZ来看看，结果惊讶的发现所做的设置不止把RAM的频率增加，竟然“顺便”超频了我的processor。从原本的3.2ghz变成4ghz==

所以这次的经验让我第一次体验到了超频的感觉，虽然说是不小心弄到的，但是也是很开心，现在在测试稳定性当中~~~

倒霉==

2010-10-15T11:16:00.000-07:00

14号那天真的是倒霉的说==本来计划好搭7.15的巴士回家，谁知到那天竟然没有这趟巴士Orz...可怜的我只好去到马六甲总车站去搭巴士。

但是在淡边的车站等了很久却等不到去马六家总站的巴士，结果心急的我就先搭去到alor gajah的巴士碰碰运气，希望可以搭到回新山的巴士。结果到了那里还是没有，就只好在那里等去马六甲总站的巴士。唉，可怜的我也不知道理总车站是远还是近就问了坐在旁边等巴士的女生，结果聊着聊着就认识了XD。由于我们都是要去马六甲车站，所以就上同一辆巴士据说她是要回怡保探望她的父亲，所以我们就聊起来了。

没想到到了马六甲车站竟然已经没有车回新山了，可怜的我只好到处寻找办法回去，到最后找到有个人说要筹集四个人就可以载我们到休息站等从吉隆坡下来的巴士载我们回。这个时候总算
是有了希望，筹集了四个人之后终于才搭到巴士。最后带着疲惫的身心回家。

虽然说很倒霉，但是还是要感谢神明保佑我一路平安到家。阿弥陀佛~~~

intern intern~

2010-10-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

最近在internship，就是所谓的industrial training，我的实习的地点是在A Famosa。总觉得酒店业跟我实习的内容好像没有什么关系，但是好死不死就有一个叫做IS department的让我进去实习哈哈哈。

其实整体环境不错，我住在一间有冷气的大洋房里，工作时间就是朝九晚五。蛮ok的，而且也认识到了很多新的INTI朋友。大家每天都在诉说着不一样的故事。当然我也一样。

不知不觉已在这里过了一个月，希望时间快点过，因为我很想念INTI生活~

scolding session 2

2010-08-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

  sometimes really cannot understand, when u talk abt people then u are mature? when ppl jst talk back then u say the ppl is naive? wat kind of logic this is? u think tat ur joke must be a joke on others? u think tat everyone must be steady as u?

  come on u everyday play online game u dun realize how this society runs? if u are that mature until u have rights to say people naive, please at least show something that u are eligible to in the group "mature".everyday din go class call mature? so the people who go classes everyday call nerds? thats why i always being bully by other because u jst treat me a nerd that i go for class everyday? when u nid help everything is ok, hw abt when u dun nid help? anything is bullshit? yes i am stupid, to treat the kind of people like u as a friend, i shud become more selfish, until everyday i laugh at u. "wah u so stupid ar? this kind of programming exercise also cannot do?" u like this kind of "jokes"?

  wat the hack i shud angry for this== i shud study for my final and after that i can go back home and enjoy my holiday life with my new desktop. why shud i suffer again for these kind of person in my life?? who are they to let me even think of it wat is their comment abt me== i might rather live by my side.

scolding session

2010-08-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

上面的很明显在讲我，不要说我想太多，如果不是的话请说名一下那个某人的名字。我明明没有得罪你们，我上传分数是因为人家要求关你们什么事？你来批评弄到我发火就算了，之后我还打算感谢你们让我有买新电脑的机会，现在是怎样？电脑比输人你就用言语侮辱人？

我是一个星期穿一套衣服罢了啊，那又怎样？我没那个必要去解释为什么我一个星期穿一套衣服，但是请你们不要拿来当笑柄，你的电脑很厉害？显示卡只有4850要跟我比？你拿去 X2 都赢不了我告诉你！！！要不要我施舍你crossfire的晶片？harddisk是black edition又怎样？到最后还不是5.9分？read write速度快到你feel得到？ram 4gb很厉害？还是你的ram 8gb还是16gb？如果是这样我会当你白痴，你ram再多也不够我快！processor i5 so wat? 你的型号再高脉冲再高前前后后都输也不是废物？我这样讲你会爽？那你有没想过你这样讲的时候我什么感受？我真后悔之前还帮你做programming功课==我从头到尾都没有得罪你们你无端端跑来批评现在又来侮辱我？哼我们走着瞧，我会努力的活下去并且诅咒你一辈子，我要看你这辈子有什么作为凸=。=凸。

真是的，在考试之写这些东西是存心要让我没有心读书==不过算了，就算我现在开始不及格到最后我的成绩还是比你好啊白痴>

做人难

2010-08-16T14:19:00.000-07:00

多几个小时我就可以回家了，但是回家前心情并不开心，因为在我回家前我不知不觉得罪了朋友==

我不知道我说话心直口快还是怎样，总是不会查验观色，但是我觉得我开的玩笑不是很大，只是没想到会因此伤人家的心，也应此改变了那个人对我的看法，那个人的朋友还叫他不要理我=.=叫他不要理我的那个人应该万万也没想到得罪他的是我=3=

不过算了，我曾经拥有很多友情，我曾经也放弃过很多友情，我不是很喜欢去解释一大堆理由的人，我错我会承认，我知道受害者有权不去理会，但是请不要直接判我死刑。

我不是第一次遇到这种状况，我还遇过更糟的，我只是不想重蹈覆辙我中学生涯的生活罢了。但是我觉得没什么值得，既然人家把我看得那么低贱，那我会继续过我低贱的生活，我不会跟高阶社会的人打交道。

橘子汁不是很爽的时候吼一下哭两声流三滴眼泪就自然有人会同情他怕他安慰他，我压力得用拳头直敲脑门，之后还是笑脸迎人的面对人群的时候，有谁看得出我背后的辛酸？？

我这辈子最长遇到的就时候是没有人理我的时候，孤单是我的好朋友，黑暗是我的另一面，我自尊心是很强，但是我知道错了会道歉，不过当我觉得没有必要的时候，我也会什么都不理。

果然，保持沉默会保护自己与不必要的麻烦，我早该学会这个。礼貌有了，面子给足了，我自己觉得没有任何亏欠，最多下次我自己承认我奸淫掳掠无恶不作，再加上我自私自立不安好心，最后再加个卑鄙下流社会败类，这样行了吧？

所以承认这些的结论是，我不配作为一个朋友，请大家远离我，谢谢。

Dream Comes True~~~

2010-08-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

haha... my dreams finally comes true... omg... thinking of having it day and nite... until my friend jeanson and huiling also boring to hearing me talking abt it... now i finally owned it... haha...

this year i make 3 wishes, 2 had come true, another one i hope can come true also... thanks god for grand me my wishes ^^

这是什么世界?

2010-07-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

从以前到现在我就不喜欢某个国家的人，虽然说我知道以后我要去到那个国家发展，但是有时候真的不是我太霸道自我中心还是怎样，那国家的人有时候我还真的不能忍受==

有时候一个人伤心或是烦恼的时候我们能做的是什么？来看我部落格的人（虽然我知道没有人来看TT）请回答这个问题。然而当你好心去安慰人反过来被一个人泼冷水的时候你的感觉是什么？我相信大家都不好受。

请问你因为年龄上的问题困扰着你的前程是我们的错吗?我们安慰你难道使我们自己犯贱？我承认我是很紧张想要有人跟我一起去做工，但是请认真想想你给我的反应是什么？如果你之前就说好你要去做某种工或是你等学校派你去其他公司做工的话，我会这样犯贱跑去问你吗？你既然那么大声的质问我们的安慰，说我们小毛孩没见过市面没去应征，所以不知道外面的社会需呀什么，那好啊，你就以你那高尚的品德及技术去找你要的工作，然后再用这个实习工作区找以后的工作，我希望你会以此达成你的梦想，又或是让你前途无量。但是请你千万不要后悔，后悔千万不要找我，我不是没有邀请你一起去，而且还是很热情想帮你的那种，你不要忘记是你自己拒绝我的。

最后，祝你前途无量。

My Boss My Hero

2010-05-10T08:53:00.001-07:00

嗯，这是个很久以前的戏了，久到我高中时代，但是我到现在才看哈哈。这也是让我看到哭到不行的戏，而且重点是它是喜剧==

  我的哭点很奇怪，人家看爱情片哭到半死我缺一点动静都没有，反而喜剧片卡通我却哭到稀里哗啦==但是我还是很喜欢看这部戏。看它让我有种回到校园的感觉。我很庆幸我高中毕业。很庆幸我的中学生涯没有留白。爱，友情，知识，纪律，领导，欢乐，悲伤，惊喜，愤怒，害怕...。这些东西我一样不留的从我的中学生涯拿了过来。虽然我是那么的幸运，但是我的中学记忆却因为对某部分的人憎恨而封锁了起来。这部戏让我再次开启记忆之门回到了过去哈哈。虽然如此，该恨的人我还是会继续恨下去，直到有一天我把这群人整到趴在地上求饶为止。

   好了不说伤心话，总之就是一部很好看的戏。剧情是说一个黑社会的头为了坐上老大的位置而回到中学读书。大概就是这样，详细的剧情可以上网查。毕竟我不是想推荐人家看戏，我只是看了很舒服所以在这里抒发我的心情。再说这个部落格也不会有人来看==

我喜欢这部戏校园生活的感觉~~~
我喜欢这部戏里暗恋男主角的那位女同学~~~
我喜欢这部戏里的大脸老师~~~
我喜欢男主角讲话时那帅气的风格~~~

  “如果有机会让我再回到中学生涯，我一定一个不留的吧学校可以得到的感觉一一尝试”

2010-03-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

Recently not much things happening, after Chinese new year i already stay at inti for 3 weeks liao, keep doing works and assignment, haizz, feel like wanna go home lerr.

Three days ago i saw Miss Purple Shirt pass by, after that my leg langgar to jeanson's door and my toe nail flipped up== i tot the nail might recover, so i "paste" it back and sleep until the nx day, but the nx day i felt more pain then the day before, then my friend inderjit tell me that the nail need to take out or it wont grow new nail==,then after that i go back my room and try to "plug out" the nails and after 5 minute the nail finally leave my toes== omg, the nail stick with my nail for 22 years liao, now plug out really 百感交集==(but mostly is feel pain la lol).

after that i go to clinic and do dressing and now it feels better liao, i wanna announce that i am not pantang, but the truth is when i saw her i will become bad luck, is true TT. dunno nx time i will have wat incident when i saw her haizz==

happy chinese new year~~~

2010-02-13T10:21:00.000-08:00

wahaha, finally i reach my home liao, after i met the terrible miss Purple shirt, the nx day the effect straight away affected me, 1st is Miss Haprith's class until 10 am sharp and she say she will let me go back early before she conduct the class, after that i found that i forget to bring my coat and important thing and i nid to rush back to my room and rush back to bus station, the nx thing is the KTM makes me wait for 45 minutes== i though tat i can rush to seremban very early and i can shopping a while before going to terminal 2, but because the KTM late i become almost late to the terminal 2, after i reach the terminal, i was planning to buy ticket and grab some food before i go to the bus, but when i reach terminal 2 it was already 12.25pm, i rush to buy a ticket and suddenly i felt my stomach pain== in this situation i just only can buy the coming back ticket and go to the toilet, after that it was already 12.35pm, luckily the bus uncle got delay sometime, or else i might not able to reach my hometown==. the Miss purple shirt effect din ends up here, when going back, the bus uncle intend to stop at another bus stop which is not the place that i want to go==, i had no choice but giving more money and go back to my home using a longer way==

after this all kinds of effect, with my gud luck and also fortune that god gains me, i finally reach my home in full piece^^. NO PEOPLE AND OBJECTS ARE HARMED IN THIS JOURNEY. except my laptop bag, haizz, i think i am going to buy a new laptop back when going back, i wish all my friends and the people who come to this blog and see a happy chinese new year and all the best to u all, i am looking to see u wall after CNY, see ya~~~

2009-12-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

wahahahaha... i had brought soooo many things in the pc fair... i reason i buy these stuff because i am too angry with my 3rd sister==... she every night wanna chatting with her bf and sleep lately, so she don't have enough energy to work tomorrow morning and end up with flu.

at this moment, my mum ask me to work for her behalf, wat the fuck, his/her/it mother's, why shud i suffer because she is sick? and this is not first time already, i used almost half of my holiday to work because of her, suddenly sore throat, suddenly headache, cheebye== din see her got any problem when she go to KL and meet her bf, i come back is for holiday, not for work lo== fuck, really angry until wanna kill her in 100 ways==

that work had all the situation i hate, i hate to wake up early, because of her i nid to wake up at 5.30 to go to work on her behalf, i hate hot, because of her i nid to suffer in a place that dun have air con and fan also== the most important thing is, there dont have internet connection, fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why shud i suffer because of her? i come back to spend my holiday, not work for u BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

with the angryness above, i go to buy many many thing on pc fair, to make my feelings balance, or else too many nagative feelings, i think i will heart attack, anyway i din feel regret of buy those things, and all those thing's quality is better than the things that i had in nilai...wahahaha... when i go back to inti i will tell all of u my stories if u all wanna listen... hope u all have a nice holiday... see u all soon^^

modem~~~~~

2009-11-06T07:43:00.000-08:00

walao... when i was in the final exam week, my mum call me and tell me that someone had sent a parcel to me, i was wonder weather that is the window 7 or not, when i come back then my mum give the parcel to me, i open excitingly and check wat is inside. after i open the parcel... walao... TMNET sent me a new modem==

now i got 4 modem in my house== sienz

是我的问题？

2009-10-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

最近还是很不愉快，今天早上有人跟我说了这么一句话：

“你可曾想过，每次朋友之间发生的不愉快，都只会和你产生摩擦。像你和我，

你和kah yong,你和小成。。。你不觉得都是你一个人的态度造成的吗？据我所知，我们都没和别人过不去过，每次只有你和别人过不去。

你每次都有看不顺眼的人，讨厌的人，你不想想他们为什么就没有惹到别人讨厌？

向来只有你自己先讨厌别人，先看不顺眼别人。。别人都没得罪你~反而你每次先跟别人过不去？

你有没有想过到底那里出错了吗？你有没有反思过呢？可以不要这么小孩子气吗？

做人要看清事实，接受别人的批评，再好好想想为什么别人会批评你。我为我的一针见血道歉先 :p"

好长的一篇话，这让我想起很久以前我被人欺负的样子，我以前觉得我讨厌人家一定是出自我的问题，自己每天反省，结果还不是一样被人家欺负？我只是会把我不满的事情说出来，如果说会得罪很多人那对不起，跟我说这句话的人你还少说一个SAM，那你就当我是这样的人吧，我就是不喜欢看清事实，我就是不喜欢反省，我就是那么小孩子，顺带一提，我也可以没有朋友，我只觉得我不需要因为朋友改变我自己，毕竟我做了实验觉得那并不是我的作风，我可以很习惯自己一个人生活，那么我祝你们大家学业进步，当然有事不用找我，因为我会在你们读书的时候影响你们，我会在抢你们的网线，我也会说你们的坏话。当然，我也会把你们的关系闹得更僵。

不开心的月份

2009-10-06T18:21:00.000-07:00

这个月不是很开心，用中文来写是因为不想所有人都看得懂，尤其是昨天，本来觉得当个好人陪某个人去逛街买东西应该会有什么好报，没想到我自己的东西买不到不打紧，想叫他教我一点东西的时候他竟然不肯教，好像我要挖他的金一样。原本以为我省了钱不乱买东西女朋友会开心，结果还不是一样吵架，原本以为自己好像有很多好朋友，结果到头来弄不见东西的还没还完我东西，一个叫你为他做东西就要很快，你想叫他为你做点东西他睬都不睬你，就连女朋友也跑来跟我吵架，这是什么世界？你们最好在学业上一帆风顺不要遇见困难，否则休怪我见死不救，请记得是你们得罪我在先。

看来我还是比较适合自己一个人过生活。。。

spend money again==

2009-09-28T07:27:00.001-07:00

haizz... this semester spend so much money to buy so much things... i reallly want started to save my money liao~~~ who can help me?~~~

this sem must be try my best to get gud results also... or else i will be very sorry to my mum~~~ T.T

No dota after hari raya...

2009-09-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

announcement, vergil WILL NOT playing dota after hari raya because of some personal reason... for the people who wanna play dota please contact me for my last dota in this semester next week... this will continue until nx semester... kindly thanks for everyone's attention... thank you very much...

windows 7~~~

2009-08-24T02:31:00.000-07:00

haha... this is my new OS on my desktop... windows 7

finally it come out rtm professional version and available in msdn... i download from the inti server and install in my desktop...

the main advantages of window 7 is it is more fast then vista... i can very sure of this... other than that i still exploring...

actually that phuckin richard uploaded the wrong version of windows 7(ultimate) and put the label window 7 professional on it== luckily i research on the web and do some tricks to turn the ultimate version of windows 7 into professional...

anyway... i use until now no any problem also... hope my friends will use 7 also... lol

i lost my important thing==

2009-08-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

arrrr... phuck la... this time die lor... she borrow my whole collection book... and lost it in CC== inside got my desktop driver lerr== haizz...

really bad luck larr==

My Birthday Present

2009-08-16T08:37:00.000-07:00

hmm... this semester i spend a lot of money... but still thanks to my mum and sis... this 2 is my best birthday present i ever received... so touched T.T

thanks mum... i will add oil next semester TT

happy birthday for me

2009-08-10T13:43:00.001-07:00

10th of august is my birthday, i had receive many people's blessing for that day... thank you everyone... i am very touch T.T

The "Purple Shirt" Girl

2009-08-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

that day when i was going back, i met the "purple shirt" girl that i long time din saw... but i had a bad feeling== i think about my lecturer miss Lau Seck Yan told me that if we had bad feeling then something will be happen...

then that day my bus broke down in the middle way== i tot this is the bad feeling... but actually still got somemore unlucky to come... my computer kena very critical virus... even format computer also cannot removed it==

haizz... i i think she is my "ke xing" actually==

Unlucky period==

2009-07-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

recently quite unlucky lerr, at 1st my desktop spoiled yesterday== after that my keyboard and mouse also spoil, haizz... i think need to go pray a while... or maybe god is sending some massage to me... i shall be more aware recently... wahaha...

my status nw is unknow... dunno weather single or double la... but anyone if got lenglui can introduce me la...wahaha...

hope my unlucky streak end soon... or else i wanna kill myself d==

long time no see... my hometown~~~

2009-06-20T20:28:00.000-07:00

wahahaha... long time din come back my hometown lerr... since last time i bring my desktop to inti is already a month liao worr... here is so nice and comfortable... got aircon and hot water to shower... got delicious and free meals^^

this week need to pass up 1 assignment and 1 tutorial lerr... but i still havent started yet lorrr... haizz dunno hw to die larrr... god damn shit!!! who can help me ... omg~~~

i alone and available~~~

2009-06-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

haizz... jeanson go bc d... and he wont at inti at nite d... so i gonna eat myself every nite worrr... hw lonely i am wuwu T.T

but nvm la... i got my handphone and wallet and also ring accompany me... at least can talk to them wat.... wahahaha(38==)

haizz... nw nite left me only... how my life continue? luckily i got my desktop... or else i will jump from here to the ground floor== although i know i wont die la... haha...

The Devil has fallen~~~

2009-06-07T14:22:00.001-07:00

These three days i was totally fallen==start from friday night i started play games until now== i think the heaven punish me because of mine "fallenity"

OMG... i am sorry mum~~~... but i really need to “反省”a while... or else really cannot survive... this week must gambetek... everyone come and say "WE BOLEH!!!" hoorrayyy...

because of that damn person live beside my room close the door like he hate it for decent... i am being waked up at this time== later after class must sleep enuff... then tonite must do asp.net liao...
if not dunno which hell i will go==

I've been Tagged!!

2009-05-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Face

2.how did you feel when you woke up this morning?
nothing special... need to bring desktop to inti...

3.who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my gf

4.would you consider yourself spoiled?
i think so

5.will you everdonate blood?
yes

6.have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes

7.do you want someone to be dead?
yes

8.what does your last text message say?
secret

9.what are u thinking right now?
thinking of wat to do nx after formatting my laptop

10. do you want someone to be with you now?
yes.

11.what was the time you went to bed last night?
2.30am

12.where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i am wearing singlets now

13.is someone on your mind right now?
yes

14.who was the last person who text you
my gf

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.My gf
2.Poh Choo
3.Gabriel
4.Yangyi
5.Terence
6.Casseline
7.Jeanson
8.Inderjit
9.Ying Ying
10.Samuel

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
her bf

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
male

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
they wont be together... and no good also==

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
last year of senior secondary

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
1-just now
2-today
3-couple weeks ago
4.yesterday
5.last tuesday
6.last friday
7.last friday
8-juz now
9-last friday
10.last friday

20. Is no. 4 single?
yes

21.Say something about no. 2.
My sister

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
both not available

23.Describe no. 9.
Dunno how to describe

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
one prefer to slp on daytime another too gd to be fighting.. How can fight..

25. Do you like 8?
juz friends

Devil's desktop in inti~~~

2009-05-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

Because of the educational need, the wireless programming lecturer need us to have a better computer to run the microsoft visual studio. my m-life have 1.66ghz of processor and 2gb of ram, no graphic cards, so visitor just judge wether can use or not la... hehe...

in that case, i've brought my desktop here and doing my homework... although many ppl say can play game la... but i think the most important thing is to do homework... i will remind myself everytime i wanna play games... so hope i can have a better result in this semester with my desktop's company^^

at home now~

2009-04-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

i at home liao~wahaha... after sem break then i straigh i away go genting and sunway play lor... then after that i come back at monday... because i monday and tuesday nid to go find my gf... so i now then free and come here write blog...wahaha...

i miss my desktop...hmm...hope i can spend my holiday with it...lol

final exam

2009-04-08T03:45:00.000-07:00

final coming lorr... everyone must gambate ne...wahaha... i have some happy and some unhappy things want to share lerr...

The happy things is... i get 50 for my moral before final exam...yes larr Y^^Y... but for the bad thing is... my hci only get 36 before final... haizz... i take so much effort to do the prototype... how can SHE do this to me? will i pass the exam?

hmm... hope everything will be fine for the final exam... i dun wanna retake next semester... T.T

How if your microsoft office 2007 kena office validation say your software is pirated??

2009-04-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

recently, i formated my computer into windows vista ultimate, then i was vexed that after i update, the system say my office is pirated worr... so after i research, i found two ways can be solved this problem...

1
Run this DOS command at C:\>
MsiExec.exe /uninstall {B148AB4B-C8FA-474B-B981-F2943C5B5BCD}
You will be prompted if you are sure you want to unistall. Click ‘Yes’
This will unistall the OGA notifier 1.7.0105.35.0 described on this blog.
Works for vista and XP.

2
first go to task manager, in the process catagories, search the name oga or something like that, then right click and choose end process, after that, go c:/windows/system32 find the file office gunuine advantage.exe or oga.exe, right click and delete it.

after that, the annoying star will be deleted, and u can use your office normally, lol

hci prototype

2009-03-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

wahahah....
finally~~~~
my soul has been freed~~~
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.....

hci prototype finish liao~
very happy^^
hope i can get as many marks as i can...
at here, i want to thank my group member casselene, mohamad, and also heru...
i also want to thanks my friend jeanson and y2 from BIMCI,
and also friend from rival group-----> kah yong....hahaha

actually that day really very panic, and i wear formal for whole day class==
first class is java, i type the gui coding until my brain cooked==
then is c lab test, i do the test until my brain burnt==
after that is hci...haizzz
our protoype and sketches all the things at casselene's apartment==
and she is sleeping when the presentation time is almost there==
haizz...
luckily she can wake up and come to present...
although is late, but better than no come la... hehe...
hope our group have a good result(actually i strongly dun think so==)...

this is the table of our prototype, we do until very tired==

this two is my friend, y2 and jeanson...

finally we finish the table...

this is not biscuit, this is our cpu, lol
and finally, our cpu become like this:
after a period of hard time...
we finally finish it...
and the prototype becomes...
dada... is it very beautiful? wahaha...

here is the other group's prototype, pleas compare and justified which is the best lol
this is amin's group prototype...

the people i dunno his name, but this is another nigerian's prototype, he is very miserable, cause all his group member dun want help him do...
this is jovie's group, their prototype quite nice...

thisss....hmmm...whos prototype is this arr? haizzz.... i forget already worrr...
hahaha... actually this is kah yong's group prototype...

actually got another group is ang's group lah..
but i din take the picture la...
cause i forgot liao(purposely)...
wahaha...

and finlally...
thank you everyone^^

My second holiday in this semester^^

2009-03-08T00:31:00.000-08:00

lol~ this is my 2nd holiday in this semester, meaning i come back my home second time, last time is chinese new year, i come back about 2 weeks, now this time i come back for 6 days... lol

that is because my hometown is more far than some "locals".... and my ticket is expensive too...so when i come back for holidays, must be rest enough, thats why i spend my holiday time more longer than others... dun jealous my ya^^

this time when i come back, one special friend wanted to drive me back to my home, and that is the girl i liked before lol... i call her miss C(not miss Casselene), because her surname is Chen. but my mum spoil my beautiful plan and come fetch me...haizz==111

but nvm la... we will meet when we have fate, i am waiting^^

Reach Hometown

2009-01-24T18:42:00.000-08:00

yoyo~ i reach home liao... wahaha.... wishes everyone have a prosperity new year ya^^

gong xi fa chai~

CNY comming^^

2009-01-22T02:25:00.000-08:00

Actually recently not quite happy la... because of some s&y incident...haizz... but nvm.... want chinese new year liao... hope tat i can take more ang pao... and hope i will have a good result after all...

i think start from this semester i will be alone la... meaning i wont go out eat with others and group study... the reason u can ask miss caselene... she can explain for me....wahaha...

i hope i can score well even i study myself...hope everyone can have their wishes comes true... and happy CNY^^

New Sem... New Beginning

2009-01-07T08:21:00.000-08:00

Yaya... Now is my third semester in inti, this semester i will take 2 programming course that is C and Java, i hope i can pass all and become stronger through learning this 2 programming.

long time din come to blogspot and update. This is because i dunno got ppl come and see my blog worrr. Now i know got one pretty girl call miss Casselene will come and see my blogspot. so i think i need to update recently liao.

p/s: please leave some comment when u come to my blog Casselene, thank you^^

recent planning

2008-11-23T09:25:00.000-08:00

haizz... recently quite poor lolz...

And now i must work very hard to buy chip and dales to my beloved girlfriend... But i can't tell her also... Is this a suprise for her? i dun think so... she want me not to tell her... she afraid later i cant buy for her because i did this in her birthday... how failure i am==

dunno... if anyone want to help... please click bless me at the mini game below my blog... hope god will help me...

oh my god... very VEXED

MyComputer

2008-11-22T20:21:00.000-08:00

Wahaha... i am quite satisfied wif my holiday... hehe...

After come back from genting, the second thing i do is to build up my new desktop. My mum give me RM2000 for budget, before it i already use RM400 to buy the monitor from my old classmate call Tang Qing, so now i just need to buy the CPU then can liao...

Actually the spec of this desktop not reach my complete requirements, but i am satisfied wif my desktop now, because i can play many high end games. Especially devil may cry 4. wahaha. my com spec is : Asus P5QL pro mother board, intel core 2 duo E7300 2.66ghz, 2x 2gb crossair ram, nvidia 9500 512mb graphic card, dvd writer and cooler master casing, and logitech ps2 mouse and keyboard(just buy yesterday).

i buy the desktop and play for 2 weeks liao. very satisfied. everyday after work then play com. wahaha. Yesterday night my house got thunder and blackout, my com almost die zo, cause it keep restart and wont boot, luckily now ok liao, or else i will kill myself==

My result come out d, ICT B+, CSC B+, UCC B-, all get B's. Result not that good, but i will more gambateh in next semester. hope i can have a good result.

i want go to play game liao, see ya^^

genting

2008-11-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

Haha... on the 2nd of november i go genting with my sis^^... This is my 1st time go enjoy after final exam... feel greate and memorable^^

the thing on my back i think visiters should know what is that... i go play that la... very exciting also...hehe...

i got also play many thing like the自由落体... roller coaster and also pirates board... i got also play bumper car and the 4d motion master in the indoor...

this picture is when i playing the archery^^

we play until 10 at evening... after that we go to by pizza and eat... after eat i go oioi liao^^

at the next day... we go to eat our breakfast at the old town there
haha... i drink i drnik ice chocolate^^

after that we go play at sunway lagoon...

all the game i play is water one... haha... after that i went back yo my home liao...hope i will have a good holiday... wahaha

final d^^

2008-10-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

finally my countdown clock stopped liao... means tat final is COMMING...
everyone gambateh !!!

Hope my classmate will have good result and have a happy semester break ya^^

!@#$%

2008-10-06T11:50:00.000-07:00

now is 2.50a.m...
oh my god...
holy shit...
what am i doing...
i supposed to sleep...
why i didn't sleep?
because of my fxxking room mate...
open his song verrrrrryyyyyy loud...
with his speakers...
what a selfish person...
and he sleep like pig...
then let me suffer...
i now feel like want to kill people...
arghhhhhhh!!!!

intima?!

2008-10-04T08:36:00.001-07:00

oh no...
oh shit...
oh my god!!!
wat is this....
wat is intima doing?
is this an assignment project?
or a real business?
haizz...
now a days life is not easy man==

My Pets^^

2008-09-28T04:59:00.001-07:00

haha... this two is my pet turtle...they have no names==... but they are with me since i am 5... now i think they are about 15 ba...hehe...

Are they cute? cute then me rite? Wahaha... they become more big and big when i come back... hope they will be healthy larr.... so that next time can fight will kelvin's tokyo...wahaha

Holiday also want to do assignment TT

2008-09-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

haizz... start my Hari Raya holidays liao... but still very busy lerr... doing my mobile computing assignment sial... Soooooo hard to do lerrr...... Don't have any idea how to do it... Now left last part liao... How to do the assignment with full of joy harr?

haizz... who can free my pitiful soul~

busy weekZZZ

2008-09-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

haha... too long didnt update my blog liao.... because too busy these week... i need to prepare the test for the english... need to do assignment... need to study the ssc for the lab tutorial... and also need to do the group assignment... wahhh.... seems like i want die already larr...haizz...

recently not quite happy larr... cause got many problems la... i think is because my problem larr... but nevermind la... cause now i dun have time to think of that... i need to sutdy more and more... after i go back home town then i will update my life there... now want go study liao... see ya^^

Trip to KL

2008-09-14T01:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to KL with my friends Kira and Y2... We go there because Y2 want to visit her relatives and i want to buy computer accessories... that is the picture that i taken in the Sony shop...

Actually i like to see the computers and games when i am shopping... Just like girls likes to see cloths like that... For me computers and game is my life^^

we got see manty computers there... belows are some laptops pictures i had taken

Sony computers are beautiful rite？ haha... i started to like it but i no money to buy... hope one day i could have my own VAIO... hehe...

i am sorry... i not a good friend

2008-09-11T10:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm... today not so happy... suddenly feel stress... everyone who visited my blog... do you think i am a good friend?

Actually today maybe will happy larr... but i suddenly think that i cause my friend to fail the exam==... so i become sad again...i also dunno wat i am writing now==... just feel stress==

today actually after go to yc with friends... y2 want to go to sleep already... then i suddenly mention that want to go yc with me or play dota... she is not interested in yc... but she like dota... so she agreed with me that she want to play dota with me... after that i saw Sam when i go to my room and take something... then i invited Sam to go to play dota with us... but suddenly Sam scold me... if i am her friend... i shouldn't ask her go to play and should advise her go to rest and prepare for class tomorrow... but i didnt do it... and i even invite her go toplay also... i am so failure==...

last semester her result become like this is also because of me i think... she go out wif me every night and we chat and play dota... and i didnt even ask her rest for more... when the final result come out she fail for three sunjects... i am ruin a person's life!!! omg... i am really a devil... now Sam really wake me up... i shouldn't like this anymore... i cant take responsible for a person's future... how if her parents is going ask someone to take responsible for y2's results? what should i do to pay her back the good results? i am really very selfish...

haizz... i think i should figure it out... what should i do for no to bring harm to my friend's future... what should i do for being a good friend...

2008-09-09T10:19:00.001-07:00

haizz... today so sienz... early morning i wake up and prepare then when i go to the class then i was informed that class dismiss==... Then my class become weird today... 12-2 is fundament of mobile computing... 4-6 is english... walao... how i sleep? Mr Eric~~~ where are you? haizz...

recently the weather quite wierd lerr... suddenly rainning then cold like north and south pole... suddenly hot like dessert==... wat weather is this? After Sam go back because of sickness... today ying2 also sick liao... everyday muntah... like "got zo" haha...

so everyone must take care larr... because recently the weather really no good... and mosqutoes here... hope we can qucikly finish this semester and start my holiday... i want go many places lerr...gambateh everyone^^

PS: Verrryyy HHHOOOTTT aaa.... i want become roasted pig d><

1st Writting

2008-09-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

Yaya... my blogger had already done^^... Hope everyone will come and see larr... especially mr eric larr...haha...

This semester very busy lerr... Sem ill already... dunno weather he better a bit or not... hope he can recover and come back earlier larr... the weather not so good recently... hope everyone can take care lorr...

i will post my life and also incident recently in this blog... and my name is Goh Nam Hui... can call me Vergil also... thanks everyone for visiting my blog... hope we can "survive" in this sem... i stop at here... see ya next blog^^